March 2012
7 posts
I really am a pathetic fuck.
Spiraling.
This is so stupid. I can see what I’m doing when I do it. I feel stupid doing it. But I can’t fucking stop it!!!
lol horny as fuck
t0nightweride:
seriously need sex right now lalala
February 2012
229 posts
Everything I want is way too expensive & way too small. So it’s bad enough I know I’m poor, but I also have to feel like a fatass ://
Bleh.
TMI TUESDAY. Fill my ask box with questions. →
What I say: I go to shows.
What I mean: Whenever a band I like plays a venue within 90 minutes of where I live, I go to the show and stand up front and sing along and participate in pile ons and screaming in the vocalist's face and get sweaty with strangers and hang out and buy merch and stuff.
What a lot of annoying girls say: I go to shows.
What a lot of annoying girls mean: I go to Warped Tour every year and walk around in short shorts and a bikini top and watch half of a few sets sometimes but really I just go to find a hot guy I think might be in a band to make out with.
Funny really… I can do so many WRONG things & feel absolutely no remorse at all. But I do something right, something I’m supposed to do, & I’m stuck with that ridiculously guilty feeling for hours. That sickening feeling, in the pit of my stomach. I really wish I could just puke & make it go away. ://
whitelikewinter:
things i want to be:
pretty
skinny
happy
nice
likeable
good at something
things i am:
ugly
fat
sad
a bitch
unliked
good at nothing
I just want to cuddle & fall asleep...
:(
